Malay 5

I don't usually do this... SOOO ya'll just get excited...

Here is my heart and i am sharing it with you...

"Journal Entry Monday June 16, 2007 Day 21

This morning was a tough one. We- Ashley, Leigh Anne, and myself- were so exhausted. We struggled with wanted to go to the Classes, and we straight up ignored His call for us to Ptalk toget before we left because we were so consumed in ourselves. However, our Father is so amazing. He knew how we were feeling, and I don't think it was an accident or coincidence that we got a really wonderful class that first period. We ended up going to 6 different classes, having 2 different invitations to go out on the town with some students, and a basket full of fruit given to us.
Tonight we made sure we hasd time to sit and talk as a team. We hadn't really had time to stop and serioulsly talk and plan since last week. At night we are so exhausted from the day that we maybe talk and/or py then sleep. So that time together today was so wonderful. It is so amazing how we are all on the same page and are on the same team, same place in Melaka. We have met everyone who is even in Maylaysia traveling this summer on M trips or who are career Ms. The Big G knew how to take my summer in Iowa(3 months from home), last summer in India(2 months from home) and combine it with this summer to create completely different experiences yet totally shaping me in the direction He is taking me in the next few years. I am not sure where, what, and how everything will go (Prolly not how I imagine it ( and I hope it isn't how i imagine or want it)) because G has something so much better, greater, bigger- HUGE! and most of all PERFECT for me. I have to be willing to go and accept it- whatever it is - that is all i have to do. (And that is so hard for me because i don't want to upset, hurt, or confuse my family because i LOVE them SO much!)
BUT
I have to learn to LOVE HIM so much more than i love my parents and everyhting else."

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